In this video Bentinho talks about how to use those phases when you’re really tired of experience itself, as a back door into stable nothingness, the sense of indescribable, vast reality, yet… not an experience.
He discusses turning your back on awareness and all forms of consciousness, including the sense of "being," until you're left with a nothingness that has a magnetic pull to it. It's like the aura in between awareness and absolute reality. This filter of nothingness is the threshold before awareness is absorbed into Absolute Infinity....Being beyond being.
“If the absolute is beyond consciousness, then awareness is not the absolute.”